Codependent, After All These Years

Sometimes I get so frustrated with life. 

I want to be the one in control. I want to call the shots. But dammit, life just doesn't work that way. 

You keep drinking. 

You won't help yourself. 

You need to make better grades. 

You need to push yourself...just a little!

You're making a big mistake. 

I am a codependent person. I want other people to do what I think is best for them. I think if they do what I say, I will be happy. But these arent my decisions to make. And my happiness can't hinge on the behavior of others. It just can't. 

I'm very tired now, and I just want to go to sleep.