Sunday, September 28, 2014

Sunday Reflections

Here we are--another Sunday morning. They sure seem to roll around quickly. It's early fall; a cool and sunny morning. A warm and sunny afternoon. Who could ask for more?  

In the days and weeks since my writers block began, I've discovered something interesting. I've reached an level of contentment in my life. The funny part is, not that much has changed. A few things, yes. But for the most part, I live in the same house with the same people. I work at the same place. I am surrounded by the same family and friends as before. So what's different?  A few things. Simple things to most people, but not for me. These things came very hard to me, but once I figured them out, my life changed. The contentment came. 

I'll be writing about these changes in my coming posts so stay tuned. In the meantime, have a relaxing Sunday. Peace. 

Thursday, September 25, 2014

It's Late

It's 2:45 in the morning and I'm wide awake. I was sleeping so good. Then one of my cats decided to wake me up. I tried to run her off, but she was relentless. Finally I got up, caught her, and put her in the garage. But it's too late--I've been wide awake ever since; almost an hour and a half now. 

Now would be the perfect time to write an entry. Problem is, I just have nothing to say. 

I am not sad. I'm not depressed. I'm not particularly "in" to anything right now, and I don't seem to be the least bit interested in what anyone around me, aside from my kids, is doing. That's funny, because in years past my life and my world revolved around the actions and the behaviors of others. That's not the case anymore, and I can truly say that and mean it. My monthly sessions with my therapist Kate have been more like friendly visits. A minor adjustment here or there if I need it, but things are just different. 

While I am I am glad I am not sitting around obsessing about what other people are doing, I need to find something that interests me. Something I can do for myself that I enjoy. Something productive. I wish I could be like a few people I know, and live to exercise and work out--or yoga or Pilates. That's just not me. 

I'll find my place in a minute, I guess. 

Sure wish I could go back to sleep. 

Monday, September 22, 2014

Where Am I?

I don't remember when I've gone so long without posting. 

I need to sit down and tap into my own mind a little. Quit flitting around from place to place and task to task and just get inside my own head for a minute. 

Quite frankly, I'm not sure where I'm at right now.

Sunday, September 7, 2014


I guess I'm suffering from writer's block...